Queen, The Beautiful Girl.

Sitting there in the street looking so tired & lost, she keeps waiting for everyone, maybe anyone to give her some of these shiny coins or one of these papers that we buy food with. She looks at the people passing by her everyday & wonders, why they are not happy??! You look at her & see a girl unlike girls in this world, smiling. Just smiling all the time, & it’s like she owns the world, she owns the world with her smile.

She has a world with her “almost” pare feet, old clothes, & dirty hair. The world changes, things come things go, things change, people change but she & her smile still and stay winning forever against all that. Such a unique charm that makes you follow it everywhere just to get some of the magic filling the air around her. We see her everyday but none of us ever thought or wondered, does she ever see us???.

The answer to that comes from the like a sun shinning eyes, & her hair that style itself to frame her face , her lovely face that captivate you once you take the moment to taste the sweetness hiding inside it, her old dress redesigned itself to make her look like a piece of art, and even her almost a shoes worth nothing but completing the picture.

I found that, she acts like blind, she never see but joy. She smile like she’s not here hearing us, she only hear beauty. And finally but not the end, she hardly talk, because she can say nothing but what tastes sweet to her innocent mind.

I asked the boy sitting there always next to her to tell me ’bout her name, he said “No one knows it but I can tell you that she’s Queen”.


Things You Won’t Want To Be A Royal For.

  • You’re always followed “a modern way of stalking”.
  • So you can’t ever be alone.
  • You can never show what you really feel.
  • So you put on the mask and smile all the time.
  • So you miss all the sales, the fun, and a big part of being a GIRL.
  • You can’t feel normal, act crazy, shave your hair, or dye it green.
  • So you’re boring or bored or feel like chained all the time.
  • You can’t simply get angry or cry.
  • So you’ve to be a good actor/actress.
  • You can’t ever talk freely, there’s always someone recording.
  • So you’ve to HOLD your tongue ALL the time.
  • You can’t go totally crazy in love.
  • So mostly you’ll live with an empty or broken heart, and in both cases that s**ks.
  • You can’t have Facebook or Twitter normally like humans.
  • So I don’t know exactly what ll you be missing “there’s the fact  that you’ll be safe from Facebook/Twitter addiction”.
  • You can’t be a super fan of @_______ and follow them with tweets everywhere, all the time.
  • So you’ve to hummmmm be not a super fan of @_______ and not follow them with tweets everywhere, all the time.
  • I ran out of reasons.
  • So comment or hastag #neverroyal as much as you can.

He Never Talk… Silence Story

Sitting in front of each other, no one know what to say, not a single idea, a real weired silence that makes you wanna scream and scream.

She’s looking at him, monitoring every single move like he was the sun, or maybe her god. He’s not even aware of her golden eyes memorizing his perfect lying face, or maybe his soul is what she’s really looking for.

He’s wish someone was here, any one other than her, he doesn’t want to hurt her, he doesn’t want to lie, but he’s doing both. He didn’t stop soon enough and also he can’t love her even if she offered him the whole world love. He can’t understand that she’s a real woman and like any real woman she can smell the lie, but with love blinding her, she’s hopeless.

He had a quick glance at her from time to time, playing with her hair and biting in a lazy way on her lips, she’s so sweet, a dream come true for every real man ,and it’s not only ’bout how she looks like, he know so well how smart she can be if she didn’t hide it under her sweet smile, she never grow up with he childish beauty.

She’s trying to make him notice her, she can go down on her knees and beg, just to get that warm look he used to give her, she can do a lot, she can do something many and any, she can go to the end, just to get that warm look again. She love him, she love that she love him, she love her life when she love him, she love her love for him.

He’s far away and she know that, it’s not just this table separating them, it’s a whole world and she’s ready to love him with all of that too.

Meaning Of The Nothing

When you stop living for a minute and look at your life see what you have done and what you wanna do. You’ll see one of two things:

First, a life you got all you want in it and suddenly you want nothing of.

Second, a life you get nothing of and suddenly you want nothing of.

So why we spend all our short life days thinking of what we want???

STOP THINKING go out and look for whats yours, take all your chances in life so when you look back at your life you’ll smile and say “I took my chance”

Try you best to make your life not meaning nothing.

What if…

I lost my father more than 3 years ago exactly 10 days after my 15th birthday, people stayed around us for a while and they all said the famous phrase [EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE]….. Did they ask themselves what if it never gets better?????!! I love my father more than life more than breathing more than light more than happiness more than every and any thing in this world but people kept killing me all time with saying [YOUR FATHER IS DEAD] he is not, He is still alive inside of me and my sister and my brother and in every smile he puts on peoples soul, he is in every memory time tries to take from me, he is in every day I look in the mirror and try to forget everything that hurt and destroy me and keep going in my life, he is in every breathe that I take to make myself stronger as he wanted me. I will never forget him I will never believe that he died and move on, I will always be daddy’s girl.

Dreaming Of A Dream

I don’t know exactly what to write I’m having a hard time, breaking up time. So I’m looking for my dreams which I left one day for someone that left me when I loved him the most. Any way I dreamt of a world that’s no like another world I dreamt of a new me that people love and respect like a true person for what I am I dreamt of a smile that I put on people’s faces when they re sad. I’d many dreams but they all mean nothing in this world so I stopped dreaming and now I’ll start living. I so lost in a world like a maze so even if you don’t think you re lost you’ll. What have you dreamt?? What have you give up??? What do you really want???


I’m not a great writer but I love writing, its something that means freedom to my soul, myself and my mind. Its what make a better person of me in front of myself. Its what get my inside out. Its what my voice can’t say. Its what my heart cry for. Its my dream in my hands. That’s a part of what writing means to me. Once before my father died he told me behind every paper and every pen, every word and every book, their is a mind and a heart. When I cry when I smile when I’m happy when I’m sad when I’m thinking when I’m working I take my pen and write and write and write…. But once after my fathers death the world dissolved around me and suddenly everything changed to non-meaning to me even writing, I still write but all without a real me in it, without the heart and mind. And once again life give me a chance by giving me him to love, but it seems like I start loving my pain more than myself, instead of going forward I go back, until I reached the worst and I fall. I found myself in a bad mirror whatever I try to do to see myself in it, it turns to more ugly picture of me until it is black so you can’t see your self any more then you start feeling pain. And god, you can die of the pain without even knowing ……………………..> to be continued