Finding your Mr. Perfect


You know that guy, who was there for you.
You know that guy, who always stand by you.
You know that guy, who cry with you for you.
You know that guy, who never mind bleeding for you.

Yes, he -still- loves you.

You know that guy, who stayed all the night
holding your hands
in your dark room
not thinking bout
himself but thinking
bout you.
You know that guy, who protected you
guarded you
fought for you
staying forever
praying not for him
but for only you.

Yes, -again- he’s in love with you.

You know that guy, he loved you once before
he’s loving you now too
and also in the future
because for him
he’s living for something
and its loving you.
You know that guy, everybody love him
all the guys
wanna be him
all the girls
wanna have him
and for him
only you make
anyone in the whole world, him.

Now, you sure know that that guy loves you.
P.S. don’t let ‘that guy’ go ;)

Meaning of the nothing_ part 2_ The philosophy behind my life’s greatest decision


I won’t lie, I’ll be your friend. Yes, I mean all of you, hate me or like me now I am your friend. I woke up one morning, they said you’ve cancer, I thought my mind is just tricking me and it always happen, not just to me but to everyone. But no it wasn’t the cancer that shocked me it was my life, the life I spent doing nothing, caring bout clothes I won’t wear, songs I won’t hear, movies I won’t see, love that won’t save me, wasting it afraid and now I’ve no past, a messed present, and god only knows if there will be any future to call my future. Now I hope you know that your life really means nothing, but maybe you’ll do something.

But I want to ask you. Is that what you’re waiting for??? To get cancer? To lose your sight?? To be in a chair for the rest of you life??? Is that what will stop you wasting more time???? Is that how you want to wake up????? You know that it may be an end not a start??????

Tomorrow is far away, but it’s in your hand and that’s a gift you need to hold on to because someone out there want nothing in this life more than being the one holding your gift, and tomorrow for him/her is just a dream nothing more.

I’m not blaming you or acting miss perfect, I’m just trying to go with you to your first step to reality, I’m taking it with you, because you may not find that someone who’s meant to take it with you before you, but you may find them at some point or maybe you won’t need them at all, that not bad that only means you’ve become a strong person, and you’re where they all which to be.

The philosophy of my life, is to wake up every morning telling your self I can’t look back from my future and find my life means nothing.